May
09

Dresses and Anxiety

Written by The Lassie

Due to some positive and a lot of quite negative developments, I am a little behind with my birthday sewing. Luckily, I managed to finish the dresses I wanted to make in time.

The Birthday Dress

Birthday Dress

Fabric: Robert Kaufman

Robert Kaufman

Dress option number II, just in case

Birthday Dress Option II

Fabric: Riley Blake

Riley Blake

Again, my favourite pattern ;)

Sweet Dress (Leila&Ben)

Fabric: Kate Spain

Kate Spain

Ahem. The pictures make me realize I should probably iron the dresses a little before our Bean puts them on.

Our Bean’s third birthday is on Friday. There’s a lot to be prepared for her big day yet. We will have family over, too, so the whole affair will involve a lot of baking, cooking and general prepping.

On the 13th, we’ll have a nice breakfast at home and then spend a good part of the day at the Berlin Zoo. Our Bean should have some time to play with her new toys while I make lasagna, salad and our daughter’s current favorite dessert, which for some reason is called ‘Scottish Dream’.

The Lad swears he has never encountered such a thing in Bonnie Scotland. It’s delicious, in any case. Frozen raspberries and chopped peaches are topped with a mix of yogurt, whipped cream and vanilla sugar. A little sprinkle of brown sugar rounds off this very yummy dessert.

My father will be here in a few days, too. I hope that things will be ok with him. We haven’t spoken in a little while, unfortunately. He hurt me quite some when I called him, very much in need of some fatherly emotional support – he was just unable to empathize, which left me in tears and feeling very miserable. There are quite a few sad, stressful and scary things going on for me/us right now, which I can’t yet go into detail about, because I have the feeling that putting everything here would just make me feel more stressed out and defeated. So for the time being, I will just focus on our Bean’s birthday and hope against hope that at least some of those worries will smooth out – somehow.

One Response to “Dresses and Anxiety”

  1. isabelle Says:

    Oh dear, I’ve just read the post about your little one’s seizure. I do hope it was a one-off and all will be well in the future.

    I also hope your negative things turn more positive.

    The dresses are sweet! Happy birthday to your wee one.

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